So has been interesting.. freezing cold.. something that NONE of us are used to in Miami... I dont know how other people live in this type of weather. Anyways.. got to work.. same shit diff. toilet.. then I heard some bad news.. someone (part of my fam) passed away.. He was young.. and it hit me hard. I was not close to this person at all, but I guess the reality of it just hit me.  Life is too damn short.. one second this guy was here.. and the next he is gone..?? crazy. He has five kids and now I ask myself..HOW... how do those kids wake up tomorrow and accept the fact that their dad is gone? How does anyone deal with a loss like that?... I guess we just have to.. anyways... be back soon.

Work is almost done.. Hell of a boring day staring at this loser in front of me pretending like they are working but they really arent. .. way to start off '08.. So I deleted my other site.. and am attempting to have friends that I dont really know in person.. Im sick of the same people's shit all the time.. I'd rather me random people with diff thoughts and ideas..

I dont wanna hit up the gym today.. like at all.. Im dreading it so much.. I wanna smoke me one and listen to some music and just chill out.. can't wait for this day to be over..

The boyfriend is an asshole as usual.. why? who knows.. he's PMSING too.. fuckin loser..

 

Let's see how many times I post again today.. until then.. it's see ya later

The one thing that freaks me out about old age is.. death.. and loosing the people that you love.. I guess a lot of people feel the same way about that.. I have to say, from experience.. loosing someone close is one of the hardest things to overcome.. and it might feel like the end of the world... but somehow.. you find the strength.. somehow..

   

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